Numb?? Go away then !

What do you want frm me? I have nthg else to give. I have given u all my love, all my sadness, and happiness my innocence and even the guilt that lies within me. Is that not enough? Am i not enough? I knw u want more bt i have nthg else to offer. I am empty and i wish i had more for you cause u deserve a never ending kind of love bt that is not me. I am drained of everything. I wish i was the boy that could make u happy but darling i cant even make myself happy. I am barely breathing nd i jus want u to love me the way i do, but you are a taker and  I'm a giver, i no longer have anything to give. :'(