Most of the time it doesnt bother me that were torn now. most of the times i dont even
think about it. but sometimes i do and then sometimes it hurts. not because i loved you so much, no.
but because you've been a part of my life for so long and because i have to learn now to walk my way without you
being there to help me in my hard times. Even though u put a rock in my path youve still had a part of my heart
and it doesnt matter hoe big or small that part were, now its gone and theres only an emty hole left.
and i have to learn to accept that the hole and to not be afraid of it anymore. because i have been afraid of it, it meant losing a art of myself
that would never come back after already having lost so much. i have to learn to go on and to let go so i can collect the energy to grow new arts of my heart
for new peole and places and to make space for life. i've never been good at letting go or leaving but im trying. and im
tring not to be afaid of it
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